Fearless

Recently I was reading around the interenet when I came a across this quote
"To me, Fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid.
To me, Fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them.
To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death." quoted by Taylor Swift after the release of her Album Fearless. For me these words take on a new meaning as my departure day crawls closer and within the past week or so there have been quite a few developments...

Last week, I was giving my room assignment as well as my roommate, who I have to say seems to be the sweetest person and I really cant wait to meet her. However, even with the potential of a great roommate, my housing.... well lets just say its not what I was planning for... I am the new resident of a coed hall with a community bathroom... Now dont get me wrong, Im not completely and utterly against these things... just, well, a little worried.... I mean community bathrooms? coed hall? This will truly be a college experience...
I will keep you updated on that when the time comes...

Now Im not sure if I had mentioned before that my dad and I were planning on driving down there, and if I hadnt... well now you knew, because again as of last week, things changed. I am not flying solo to San Antonio, Texas were Lisa and her husband Cody will graciously take me in for a couple days and then on top of that help me move in to my new room. I am truly thankful for those two they have been nothing but helpful through out this whole thing. And I really do not know where I would be with out them.♥

Now, as scared as I am about this journey of mine,  I will not let it keep me from living my life. This is my story and although its in writing and I don't know where it may end up or what might happen... I'm willing to take the chance to find out. I know that in the end, everything experience in life is worth the hassle. I'm just so thankful that I have been blessed with some amazingly supportive people (Brianna, Lisa, Elise... just to name a few)

Count down: 25 days until Departure....
Fear? no match.

xoxo